When great trees fall
in forests,
small things recoil into
silence,
their senses
eroded beyond fear
–Maya Angelou
The greatness of the trees on my mind today isn’t in their
stature, or even, really, in their intrinsic value, as they have long stopped
producing sweet, juicy spheres of peachy goodness.
Every day, usually twice, my husky, Audrey and I go down the
road and around the corner, covering a mile or so of what promotional signage
calls our urban seaside village. Our particular sector is an older
neighborhood, with houses dating from the late nineteenth and early twentieth
centuries interspersed among other homes from every consecutive era.
Although there’s no denying that we live in a city, you
can’t go very far in our neighborhood without hitting water, most notably a
river that’s a gateway to the nearby bay, and several marshy areas. We’ve also managed to hold on to some
vestiges of “farmland”: a large lot that appears to be a cooperative garden,
acreage belonging to the farmer who runs the farm market on the main
thoroughfare around the corner, and an abandoned peach orchard that runs alongside
a tract of marsh. The shady, dead end road that runs between the orchard and
the marshy inlet has served Audrey and I well as a sort of miniature state park.
As neglect sent the orchard into latency years ago, I
suppose I should not view it as a tragedy that the owner decided it was time to
let it go. Heavy machinery showed up the other day to begin knocking down the
remains of the dormant orchard, readying the land for new use. Is development not the definition of progress,
and is progress not our collective, cultural goal?
But what, really, is progress? Can it be measured by the
number of small things that make way for bigger, more complex things? Of small homes--nests for birds and bunnies and
wet, marshy tunnels for nutria-- making way for homes of cement, drywall, and lumber
hewn from other fallen forests? Is this
the mark of achievement? And, once these small homes have been replaced by bigger
dwellings for larger life, what other small things must give way next to meet
the demands of the new inhabitants? The small things asked for little, save a
bit of rainwater, mud, and twigs.
Something tells me the orchard is just the beginning of the little
things that will begin to fall. The
neighborhood has been crawling for days with people with clipboards and phones,
gas trucks, city vehicles, driving slowly, parking frequently, scouting, I
assume for other small places to lay claim. In the midst of it all, I stopped
today to visit my neighbor and wonder if the new ones will be as beautiful or
as quiet:
So I bid farewell to the old orchard; and to the peaceful
retreat it provided. Those trees will live on, great, indeed in my memory.
2 comments:
We have to wonder if what we have gained through progress is greater than the loss.
Mom, I completely agree. When The Minister first saw the destruction, he said "A book I read as a child prepared me for this," and in unison we both said "The Little House"! Do you remember that book? It was mine first, and I passed it down to him. It was a wise teacher.
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